right now.. :):

so many things to say.
i don't know where to start.

i don't even know what i want to do in my life now.

first things first: Starts from my GPA.
if it drop. then die. :( if it improved then i gon buck up from next sem all the way to my attachment. i wanna go UNI so badly. cuz i am no rich kid. can't go SIM. its 60grand you're talking bout not 20! sigh
so much money. :(

next: church.
see how it goes.
it is evangelism now and guitar..
master guitar, master a skill, rise up become cg guitarist. :D
i don't know what i can do.. besides learning the guitar. well right now what.. :(

third: relationship.
i don't know.. currently: no strings attached, no commitments.
what i really want is someone to be with me, to text me when i'm bored, to listen to how my day went and to believe and trust in me. (hopefully believe in the same things like God. haha)
Flings? i want it, but i dont wanna be hurt.
please don't hurt me.
its just lust doing all these shit.

insightful probably because of the movie.

its like life is really so frigging unpredictable.
one moment and you're fine, the next, you're not.
Think of Derek so much in this movie.
if he had a chance to have 3 wishes, God knows what he will wish for. hahaha.
probably a party for his funeral.
:)
cried bucket of tears while watching this movie and i really wanna fall in love right now.
but why is everyone breaking my heart.
i feel for Marley, yea, i'm like her, unable to let anyone come into my heart.
people changed. so hard to trust people.
why are people so lukewarm?
one moment they are like so nice, the next, no news from them..
i really don't know what to expect.
but i'm just expecting something to happen.
i know sitting down and wait will have no results. but....
what can i do??? sigh.