Saturday, September 3, 2011

leaving around scars..

:( my mama nowadays very mean.
how can she speak of D's death like its nothing.
so everyone's death is nothing? then don't ask me to attend our relatives wake!
i really hate to attend people's wake.
all i do there is drink 3 packets of drinks, eat peanuts and melon seed + eat 2 plates of beehoon.
that's literally what i do at the wake. eat and eat and eat.
 how to mourn when i don't even know them well!!

i'm so disappointed at my mum. wth seriously.
sometimes she's like an angel. sometimes she's so annoying.
walao.. but i admit i go crazy when i can't find my things before i leave house.
like really angry.

whatever. i'm so futhermucking tired. give me a break from everything.
this friday, going BKK. it better be good.

dying seems like an alternative. maybe.
i'm waiting for my turn.

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