This is a cruel cruel world.

sian.
i really really hate quarreling. as much as i can. i would avoid fights. period.
and people who listens to my rants, they don't care. i know they don't.
they are just there to listen lor.. when they get home, they would get on with their own life and busyness.
i know. because i'm like that too. i listens. and.. that's all i do. i still live everyday the same, doing the same repetitive stuff everyday. it doesn't really affects much la.
who needs advice when nobody heeds them. people just follow their hearts, continue doing the things they set their heart in doing. ya. i'm like that too. worse still, whatever i've decided, i'll go with it. nothing will change my mind.

but. maybe after a change of perspective. yea. i don't want to lose this friendship. but i'm sick of holding on. i'm so sick. since you are leaving already. do i still bug you and force you to stay? i don't know la. what if we become birthday friends. most probably. all the tears i've shed. 我打报不平。

and you see. in this world, that everybody's so busy with their own lives. nobody bothers ykno. they can see you there, crying right in front of you.. Yet doing nothing, yes, absolutely nothing. they don't asked. they just keep mum about it and continue with their lives, never leaving their comfort zone. And don't get me started on the internet world please. it pains me to see this sight. the friends i thought i have. fuck it.

人人为己，我为人人。