i have no more love for the unchurched.
my friends, my family.
omg.. leave me alone.
i need so much PEACE right now.. feeling so sad. Lord you are our Jehovah Shalom, our Prince of Peace. speak to me, console me. i am so broken.. :'(
i was just Praising God bout how wonderful He is and how awesome is this week's saturday..
and all these shit happens. my brother is being his usual annoying self.
but my sister too?
hate the devil. freak.
i cursed. i lose it.
i am losing my mind. why can't my life be normal. why can't my day be peaceful. OMG. we do not put sufferings upon ourselves. they just happen. yes. truly understand this statement. SHIT HAPPENS.
i used to think that sad people bring it upon themselves. but no! the Satan is the asshole who put us through all this bullshit that we did not deserve. But through our sufferings, God can prevail in us. Then our God can be Glorified. turning our sufferings a testimony.
a revelation that happen in the midst of my deepest sorrow. :(
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