Saturday, March 19, 2011

hug me tighter than my very own skin


this week had been a stretched week for me,

credit card fraud, plan cg outreach, serve/help-out, work, misunderstanding between parents,sister and me.
super uber sad, pissed.. yup..
even had weird thoughts of leaving the church this morning. :(
i super duper do not want to serve today. but luckily i served. love people more!
i still don't quite understand myself. i hate serving but i love it too. LOL!! oxymoron.
i guess i just don't like being alone. :( very stress..
i have great fear of being alone and dying alone. *sigh*

but awesome P&W today. especially the worship.
felt so broken before the Lord, almost transparent?
cried like a baby. :(

but fellowship not bad. :)
i love my CG. understatement.

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