done looking for the critics cuz they everywhere

they don't like my skin, they don't like my hair.

sigh... work had been fun, frustrating, political, boring at times and deprived.

firstly, fun had been the people working them cuz i knew 3/4 of the new partimers. woohoo FY! my gang. no la.. hehe. shuyi's gang. ^^

next, more ppl means lesser schedule, lesser schedule means lesser money which means deprived. FUUU sia. how am i suppose to pay my HK trip i need 800!! << understatement :'(
and more people means, i kena outcasted (not really, maybe cuz i'm anti-social :p) all of them got their own clique already la!! :(:( neh mind, i still got prissy. SIGH.

i think this whole world, i only got 1 friend. LOL!!! my female soulmate. T^T

thirdly, boring. reason being is that i am not chio, hot enough, so not much cool people come and talk to me. SIGH. even i think that ass nigga also prefer chio zhabor cuz they "sell body" and attract more people. *sigh again* i also wanna be host once or twice. but i guess i am a lil too rounded for that nigga's taste.
damn.
somemore, fremantle business like crap only, still give us such high pay. no wonder. :P

life is not fair. God. why?? :(
anybody chance upon here, feel free to employ me. :D