i am fine

sometimes, i feel that i don't lack of anything..
sometimes, i feel that i am really financially burdened,
sometimes, i feel that my patience had run out.
sometimes, i feel that i just want some me time, (unwilling) (?)
sometimes, i feel that people are constantly imposing their values on me.
sometimes, i feel that i am used.
sometimes, i feel that i can't or refused to live up to other's expectations.
sometimes, i feel that however much i put in my effort, i can't seem to get that recognition.
sometimes, i blame God.
But, i love Him all the time.
i don't need signs from God.. i just need His mercy to be with me. and bring peace to my heart.
Let God be my hair stylist. mould me in your way.
i will try to get used to it...

i am tolerant. i am patient. i am calm. i am happy. i am rich! i am going to ignore all the sluts. haha. ignore all the meaningless fights. and work hard. more As please, faci!