loving kpop again, because of Secret garden <3 #hyunbinloves
hahahhaha.. thus liking B2ST nowwwwwww! go listen B2ST - Fiction, Bad girl, mystery, rainy days. <33
Lovey dovey - Tara shuffling babey hahahaha. crycry also nice... Mblaq - Monalisa, its war. cry (once, my favourite!)
anyway.. feeling pretty down again.. whyyyy :(
had been so sensitive this week. Too over the board already, i should say..
hmm... feeling emoish. menses first week leh..
my strength is being sensitive, it is also my weakness. TOO SENSITIVE.
i notice everything, but i just don't say anything..
"Haters gon' hate"
i don't like to know that people don't like me. You can hate me, but just don't let me know. Even if you are a hypocrite, i won't hate/dislike you when i don't know shit bout it. i can't please everyone, and i'm true to my feelings, my thoughts, my first impressions. i'm probably too transparent.. which can be a pretty bad thing as i may come across as "DAO" "unfriendly" "snobbish" but at least, i'm never a hypocrite, which i'm damn proud of. If i don't like you, i guess your spirit feels it, because, i don't take initiatives to talk to you, will not include you in conversations and topics.
The thing is that people who are disliked by me, would have a hard time changing my impression.. i ignore people whom i do not take a liking on. Seriously, you choose not to like me, but just keep it to yourself. Don't let me hear it from other people's mouths. I feel so awkward already, because, usually the feeling is mutual.
I seriously want to be hater-free. but too bad. my character is too hard-on, too Gen Y. I need a change of environment but ever afraid to leave my comfort zone. Hate it when people cross into my boundary, territory, path. Can't we be the 2 parallel lines that never meets?
DESPERATELY NEEDS A GETAWAY. PEOPLE IS STUFFING ME OUT.
Loving God everyday, Loving people only on Saturday.. :O
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