Friday, September 17, 2010

'you always ditch us for church"

i get that a lot..

sometimes.. its very hard to be yourself.
unholy: call yourself a christian?? why this person liddat.
too holy: dont act la.. aiya, you always put church first. forget it, dont meet already.

they say they understand you. but the understanding doesn't last.
i dont know how to explain myself.. its true, that i put church first, i put church over all. its true. its true, that whenever i am free, its because i am "un-churched" see.. its hard to make friends.. but its even harder to keep friends.. but i know and i know that i know, that He is our saviour. He will help me win souls over.. :(

CG today.. half the cg turn up. why?
Mingyao: even if you  are not faithful. i will be faithful
Mar: its hard to become a Christian. it isn't simply fun. it is about commitments and your desire to serve people and God. let me know if you are not ready. BUT, when do you intend to stop depending on others for your faith?

really. so touched. so sorry. so broken.
wae... jin jja...ne saranghaeyo... ottokae.

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