i am sick. i feel fever.
is it me? i think i am always sick? but i once thought i was strong.
i always lament that my cg member's always sick. but i think i was sick for at least 5 times this year.
is it because i haven been exercising? (?)
anyway, finished you're beautiful and completing personal taste.
drama. i used to want more of it, now i just wanna know the ending. haha. wasted a lot of pennies on drama.
who want to buy? i've got so many. if i can live in dramas. ha! cold hard reality.
i feel emo-zation now at 2.00am. ha, been reading blog. so spiritual. i guess i can never be that level. (N) my classmate, j, being a youth leader now and has 10-15 under her.
what am i doing? not even one soul saved. praying daily is like a ritual. praying isn't suppose to be like this! Father, i want more of you, i want more of the Holy spirit. i am hungry for it. i need breakthroughs. i need visions. i wanna rise up. am i doing not enough? "There is no limitation in God, don't you know?"
just began to feel resentment, where i received this.
"If anyone says, "I love God," and hates his brother, he is a liar; for he who does not love his brother whom he has seen cannot love God whom he has not seen.21 And this commandment we have from him: whoever loves God must also love his brother" 1 John 4:20-21
love your family, they dint choose you either. i need an anointing.
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