a is for attitude

tuesday
after school, lan w prissy agnes and liling
hahah!! went kovan's,,
i dont think i will go there again!!
sucks, hougang plaza'a better, we cannot even connect the normal way..
anyway, had mac for dinner, i anti macs liao..
went to play ball and to confirm the skcc outing tmr..
disappointed AGAIN!!

wednesday
no lesson but went to school to waste time!!
lame lor, i fell asleep! zzz
BUT, the poly courses thing was kinda useful at least and the lecturer of child psychology is funneh!
anyway, dewen called me and i answered then my phone was confiscated.
sian to the max!! zzzzz
home and read, cuz i had no activity on! freak
then went down to meet dewen wanting and shiyang for L4D
but i underaged,wtf.
all of them pei me eat pizza..
sian, so we all went back to lower.
then sy went back, we sat there and crapped w ah b
in the end, we went to play lan w ah b..
HAHAH!! kinda fun, then daryl took over wanting's place..
went to have dinner w dewen..

thursday
lesson on social ettiquette etc, kinda interesting.
dion's funneh today, he acts like a slug..
totally entertaining.
me ryan and khairul had the interview thing, memorable. HAH
went to hall again, sian, but i got my phone back! haha!!
love my mum!
home at 1.30pm, boring leh, clique dont have activity de
luckily kenneth and kiathao pei me to hougang, sian to the maxx
was kinda bothered by that someone, cannot talk meh, loser.
hmpfffffffffff!
went to study after going dw's house w wanting.
haha, kinda funneh..
me and dw kept discussing horny stuff!
balled later on.. hehehe

friday
chi exam all the way, not in good mood.
home again, boring!
read and slept till 6++ then balled
okay, kinda enjoy.
but i dont know why must we play separately in the middle of matches!
i hate it man, every single week, the stronger ones and the weaker ones cannot play together..
i am angry, sad, disappointed whatever.
crapped w dewen after lights out.


i've think it through, from today onwards, i would stop hating people and focused on being neutral to every single person.
i'm pretty sure i dont need friends who are superficial but i dont really mind people who genuinely wants to patch back the friendship we once had.
OR, be friends w me.
cuz, i'm sick and tired of being hypocritical already...
there's no need to apologise but try not to use me as a stepping stone for attention, popularity or friends.
i despised people like that.

sometimes people speak w/o thinking, thus resulting scarification on friendships..
but hey, try to tolerate yeah?
everyone's got lousy days too, i'm trying my best not to flare up already!
eventhough i always got pissed off a lil here and there, but i'm trying to be the super-nice-friend which everyone wants to have.
so be a lil tactful w your words and facial expressions!
i know my face very XL, but i'm trying to minimize the damage caused!!

i need a health kit! haha!